tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44246534869380551962024-03-05T23:20:27.460+08:00Nolite te bastardes carborundorum.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.comBlogger1201125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-26091917095970257502014-07-17T19:15:00.002+08:002014-07-17T19:17:57.288+08:00Birthday Wishlist 2014<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I'm turning 20 this year! Shit. Hahaha. I don't know if I'm ready (or will I ever be) to move on from my teenage life. I feel so old, like really FEEL it. I know that I'm old, and I really KNOW it. I just don't to accept it yet! So you can imagine this on going fight happening inside me. <br />
I know, I know. 20 is not that old blah blah blah. But pshh. If 20 is "not" old, then what is the age when you can tell yourself that you're not young anymore, right?<br />
But that is another story for another time, because I'm here today to tell you my... birthday wishlist for this year! Lol. It's actually kinda late, because it's already the 17th of July. But what the hell, I love posting these things, so here you go!<br />
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<li>A curling iron/rollers/rods/whatever. I want to CURL my hair sooo bad. Hahahaha. I don't know why, but I really do. I finally got my hair colored into something copperish last May, but I want to do something different again. I also learned how to blow dry and iron my hair with an straightening iron, so that's the reason why I want to learn how to curl my hair!</li>
<li>A new phone. I dropped my tab last... month (?) when I accompanied Jorenn to get his driver's license at LTO and the screen got broken. I can still use it, but the lower part of the screen is now unresponsive, so some of the important features can't be used. Boo me. Jorenn called me, and when I stood up, I forgot that my tab was on my lap! Biggest facepalm of the year. Ughh.</li>
<li>String ng gitara o bagong gitara. Dejoke, string lang pwede na. Haha. D-string lang na nylon ang kailangan ko pero ubligadong set ang bilin mo pero wala akong pera kaya kailangan ko ng pera makabili ng isang set. Hahahaha.</li>
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Actually wala na kong ibang hiling ngayong birthday ko. Sa dami ng problemang naranasan at nararanasan ko sa buhay ko ngayon, ayoko na talaga umasa sa mga bagay bagay. I mean, wala naman na kasing taong magbibigay niyan sakin. Dati yung kuya ko, kaya lang matagal ko ng tinigilan umasa. Lagi ka lang naman masasaktan, edi itigil mo na lang.<br />
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<li>Kaya ang totoong hiling ko kay Lord sa twentieth birthday ko eh, sana makatapos ako ng pag-aaral, at sana naman mahintay ako ng mga mahal ko sa buhay ang panahon na yon. Kung di ako nabigyan ng chance na mabigyan ng maginhawa at maganda buhay si Daddy, Lord, nagmamakaawa na ako, sana ibigay niyo na po sakin to. Lord. Yun lang po talaga ang hinihiling ng puso ko sa araw-araw. Sana po wag niyo na po muna kunin sakin ang mga mahal ko sa buhay. Hindi ko na po ata kaya. Jusko. Thank you po!</li>
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Ayan. Hahaha. Iba talaga kapag tumatanda. Feel na feel ko nga eh. Feel na feel ko talagang onti-onti ng nagbabago yung mga hiling ko sa buhay. Yung mga gusto ko sa buhay. Dati inda ako ng inda sa problema, ngayon kebs na lang. Putangina. Kung wala edi wala, kung meron edi masaya. Dati pilit ako ng pilit, ngayon hindi. Kung ayaw edi ayaw. Hahahahaha. Tapos na ang mga panahong ako'y umaaasa pa.<br />
ANYWAY. Hahahaha. Yun lang! Ayan. Hahaha. Thank you Lord sa almost 20 years ko sa mundo! <3</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-74555136667138830492014-07-10T22:11:00.001+08:002014-07-10T22:11:14.851+08:00Life Recently<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
It's been a long time since I've blogged about... well, anything. There's nothing new, except for the fact that I'm currently on a hiatus from reading. I don't know. I've been busy all summer long and up until now...<br />
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<li>I don't know when my summer vacation started, but maybe it was in the middle of March... I went to Manila (at my ninang's house) and stayed there for 2 weeks together with my nephew (just the three of us) where I gained 22 pounds. In just two weeks!!! I know. All we did was eat, sleep, and repeat for 2 weeks!</li>
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I never really believed people when they say I'm fat. I don't know. Maybe because we can't really see ourselves just by looking at the mirror. Maybe others can see the "real" us. So when I saw this photo, I was surprised as well. I never believed that I've gotten this big.</div>
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<li>And since I was going to be a bridesmaid on May 3, I panicked and decided to go on a diet the day after! Those days were some of the most painful experiences of my life. I was eating less than 1200 everyday. I stopped eating rice. And after a while, I've lost my appetite and stopped eating meat too. I only eat vegetables and fruits. But all the hard work paid off because I lost 22 pounds!</li>
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This was me last May 2, 2014. I was 50 or so kilos at that time. I know I'm still not "skinny" and my arms and legs are still huge (even now), but I'm happy. Well, to say that I'm "happy" is an understatement because I am ECSTATIC. I actually made it!!!<br />
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<li>After the wedding of my cousin in Baguio last May 3, we went home to Cabanatuan. I was at my aunt's almost everyday up to May 12 just hanging out with my cousins. And EATING. Hahaha. To eat freely again is one of the nicest feelings in the world. Hahahaha. Ugh. I miss you, cousins!</li>
<li>And since we ate a lot, I was afraid that I got fat again. So I went on a diet again for ten days before the opening of the new school year. And I actually achieved it! AGAIN!!!! Yayyyyyyyyyy</li>
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Right now, my weight ranges from 49 kilos and 52 kilos. Every time I eat something and feel bloated because of the amount of food I've consumed, I always feel fat. It became an obsession. An annoying one too. It's so hard to maintain your weight and keep it on a constant value since eating can be so therapeutic, especially with all these school works!<br />
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P.S. For women, losing just ONE kilo of body mass is actually a MIRACLE. So don't be hard on yourself, okay? Unlike men, we don't shed body fat THAT FAST. So if you can't see any results even with one week of dieting, don't give up! Just wait and be patient. Continue your diet and see the fruitful results in the end! Wink ;)</li>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-88210453529088678372014-05-21T21:51:00.000+08:002014-05-21T21:51:15.928+08:00College tip<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
People should not judge others based on the school that they are currently enrolled in. They should not also make judgments about you because of the course/program you're studying. Every college program is different and every person is different. Just because you think it's good, does not always mean that another person will think of the same thing. We all have our own weaknesses, and we all have our own strengths. And you may be successful right now in what you do, but that does not mean that we can all be successful if we take up the same course/program that you did. We all take different paths, different roads. We make our own decisions, our own mistakes, our own choices. No one should dictate it to us.<br />
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So if you're an incoming first year student and you're still undecided on what course to take and program to choose, just always remember to do it for yourself and don't ever make a choice based on what your parents or your friends or your relatives told you.<br />
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And if you ever find yourself unhappy in your first semester, then shift to another course. Mistakes are a crucial part in growing up. You would never know what you really want in life unless you try it.<br />
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Looking back, I start to wonder if I would be happier if my mom did not dismissed me when I told her I wanted to take up Interior Design in college, when I was still a kid. If she told me to go for it and pursue it, would I be in an arts school and studying to be an interior designer right now? Would I even consider taking up Biology and IT in college? I don't know.<br />
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And that is why I want you to make decisions based on what you really want to do and what your heart is telling you. I don't want to you to have "what ifs" and regrets in life. Yes, you will probably make mistakes along the road. But at least you tried. You tried. And that will make you stronger.<br />
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Don't let other people, even if they're your parents, to decide for yourself. Speak up. Do what you want. You're old enough to do that. Go ahead and spread your wings. Try something new. Make risks. Make mistakes. Don't take anyone's orders. In the end, you won't regret the mistakes but the opportunities you didn't take.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-2407904759157882592014-05-12T00:05:00.002+08:002014-05-12T00:05:31.928+08:00Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can N̶E̶V̶E̶R̶ hurt me<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Bakit may mga tao na sobrang sasama ng ugali? Yung tipong walang preno yung bibig. Yung tipong walang filter yung bibig. Yung kung ano yung pumasok sa isip nila sa sasabihin nila, sasabihin pa din nila kahit makakasakit sila. Sobrang insensitive lang na walang pakielam sa nararamdaman o mararamdaman ng ibang tao.<br />
<br />Porket nakakaangat ka lang sa estado ng buhay mo, sa palagay mo ba talaga may karapatan ka na na magsalita ng mga masasakit na salita sa katulad ko na mahirap lang?<br />
<br />Sabi ko sa sarili ko kanina, nung iniisip ko pa lang kung iba-blog ko to, sabi ko hindi ako iiyak. Pero hindi ko mapigilan. Kasi lang naiisip ko lahat ng mga sinasabi mo over the years, tas dagdag mo pa yung PMS. Sobrang emotionally unstable ko lang. UGHHHH<br />
<br />Tapos habang tina-type ko to, Mean pa ni Taylor Swift yung kanta like... SOBRANG RELATE LANG<br /><br />
Dati hindi to big deal saken, like whatever say what you wanna say, kaya lang hindi ko alam kung bakit ngayon sobrang affected ako.<br />
<br />Kung depressed nga ako (na sa palagay ko naman ay hindi), siguro eto yung isang dahilan kung bakit depressed ako.<br />
<br />Pero siguro kasama talaga sa buhay yon. Hindi talaga siguro pwedeng lumipas yung isang linggo na hindi ka iiyak.<br />
<br />Kaya excuse me, iiyak lang ako ng bonggang bongga dahil hindi ko na kaya. Goodnight!</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-32504544163352206902014-04-15T11:13:00.001+08:002014-04-15T11:16:53.080+08:00Moving On<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Mag-move on ka na! Wag mo na siya ng antayin bumalik sa'yo! Sumuko na siya eh! Sinukuan ka niya. Mahal mo siya, gago siya. Isang araw ka lang malungkot o umiyak or kung ano man ginagawa ng isang babae kapag nakipag-break. Sa susunod, anger na agad! CHOS. Hahaha. Pero kasi di ba, gustong-gusto mong ipaglaban eh. Tapos siya, wala lang? Suko agad. Tinalikuran ka na parang kantang pinag-sawaan. Kapag may lumabas na bagong single, move on agad? NAKO HA. Di mo deserve!<br />
Ako po ay naniniwalang dapat ang mga boyfriend ay takot na mawala ka. Hindi yung purong babae na lang. Ano ba nawawala sa lalake kapag pumapasok kayo sa relationship? WALA. Yung mga babae, yung iba jan bawal pa mag-jowa pero sinagot ka pa din kasi mahal ka! Kahit malilintikan yan sa nanay o tatay niyan, push lang! Tapos kahit mahirap mag-mahal ulet, kahit mahirap mag-tiwala ulit, nag-tiwala pa din siya sa'yo. TAPOS AAYAW KA LANG NA PARANG WALA LANG?! ANO TO INTERNET CAFE KAPAG TAPOS NA ANG ONE HOUR, AT KAPAG AYAW NA MAG-EXTEND GANON NA LANG?!!! Nako ha.<br />
Alam ko naman na may mga relationships na mabilisan lang talaga. Mga flings ganon. Pero ako kasi, hindi ako naniniwala sa temporary love. Pero sa tingin ko naman, karamihan sa mga babae e hindi rin naniniwala don. As mush as possible, gusto namin na pang-matagalan na. Pwera na lang siguro kung gusto mo papalit-palit ng boyfriend? Haha. Anyway, sabi ko nga siguro karamihan sa babae gusto yung matagal na relationship. Yung monthsary niyo magiging anniversary, ganon! Pero yun nga.<br />
Moving on, gusto ko lang sabihin na mag-move on ka na. Sayang ang beauty! Wag mag-settle sa isa. Hayaan mo siya sa bagong girlfriend niya o sa mga "mas" importanteng priorities nya! Marami pa jan. Dadating din yung time na makakakita ka ng lalakeng tatratuhin ka na maganda. Gentleman. Pwedeng badboy pero sa inside sweet siya (o mag isip ka na ng gusto mong artista o book boyfriend). Kung wala pa, wag mong palungkutin sarili mo. Smile. Magpa-ganda. Hindi siya kawalan. Wag mo sayangin ang luha mo. Tama na ang pag-asa sa mga pangakong hindi naman natutupad. Tama na ang disappointments twing may excuses siya. Dapat strong! Fierce! Independent!!! GIRL POWER!!!<br />
Hahahahaha. CHAROT.<br />
Pero yun nga. Move on. Tapos kung sakali man na makakita ka na ng bago, matuto ka sa mga lessons sa past relationship mo. Wag mo ibigay lahat. Magtira ka para sa sarili mo at lagi mong tatandaan, GIRL POWER. Hindi dapat ikaw ang takot na mawala siya, dapat it's the other way around. Sa kanila, walang nawawala. Sa totoo lang. Hahahaha (sorry guys masyado akong racist... tama ba? ano ba tawag kapag bias sa isang gender? hahaha) Ayun nga. Magtira para sa sarili. Ang mga lalake dapat ang takot na mawala ang babae! GIRL POWER!!! HAHAHAHA. Mahalin mo sila, pero syempre iisipin mo din naman na pwedeng hindi rin naman kayo magkakatuluyan sa future. Kaya wag ka takot na mawala siya, kasi meron at merong tao para sa'yo. Nagkakataon lang na may mga tao talaga na nauuna nang nakikita ang prince charming nila. Pero wag ka mag-alala, dahil makikita mo din siya. :)<br />
P.S. Hindi ko nilalahat ang mga lalake. :) </div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-50454834860755520032014-04-15T10:37:00.002+08:002014-04-15T10:37:33.878+08:00Breakups<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Bakit yung ibang lalake? Kapag nag-break sila ng girlfriend niya. Wala lang. Napaisip lang ako. Wala man lang, effort para makipag-balikan? Wala man lang effort para ayusin? Parang, kapag sinabi ng girlfriend nila na ayaw na, sila naman e okay lang. Hindi naman sa pag-ja judge, pero ayon lang naman sa nakikita ko sa Twitter at Facebook. (P.S. Syempre, bilang isang romantic, meron talaga akong mga peg na couples. Haha! Tapos pag nag-be break na sila, ini-stalk ko sila sa Facebook at Twitter. Wala lang. Chismosa lang! Lol.)<br />
So ayon sa mga research ko sa mga couples na ka-be break lang, nagulat ako na wala man lang epekto sa mga lalake ang nangyari sa kanila. Kaloka! Hahahaha.<br />
Aminado naman ako na lahat ng relationship e nag-dadaan sa mga pag-subok (naks), at aminado din naman ako na iba-iba ang lalake. Pero kasi kapag nag-aaway kami ni Jorenn (actually, ako lang ang nang-aaway heh heh), pinapakita niya talaga na ayaw niyang mawala ako. Tapos syempre nakikita ko din naman sa ibang relationship na ganun din yung mga lalake.<br />
KAYA LANG BAKIT KAYO HINDI?!<br />
Hahahaha. Oo, kayo, dahil more than one sila. Hahaha!!! Pero balik na tayo ulit sa usapan...<br />
Ang mga babae, matagal ang attachment niyan. Pwera na lang kung *cough* malandi *cough* ka. Matagal ang attachment ng mga babae! Kahit tatlong buwan na kayong break at nalagpasan na niya ang 3-month-rule, affected pa din yan at nasasaktan pa din yan kahit break na kayo.<br />
Ang insensitive niyo lang. Parang wala lang ganon? Nakikipag-tweet na agad sa ibang babae? Nanliligaw na agad sa iba? Tangina. Akala ko kasi dati sa babae lang ina-apply ang pagka-landi, pwede rin pala sa lalake! Kaloka.<br />
Tapos eto namang isa nakita ko, para kasing naging LDR sila. So parang naging busy si guy. Nag-iba ang priorities. Ganon. Shet! Nalayo ka lang ng ilang oras sa girlfriend mo, nag-iba na agad priorities mo sa buhay?!! Hindi ko sinasabi na hindi mahalaga ang studies, ang work, o kung ano man. Pero kung hindi mo kayang panindigan ang pagmamahal mo sa isang tao, sana e hindi ka na lang nag-girlfriend, gago!<br />
Parang wala lang eh. Nakakasira ba sa pagka-lalake na ipakita na kahit 10% man lang e affected sila? Grabe.<br />
Syempre hindi ko naman lugar na i-judge kayo, pero ija-judge ko pa din kayo (haha). Sana naman iparamdam niyo na kahit pano e nanghihinayang kayo, na masakit din sa part niyo na nasaktan niyo sila, na apektado din kayo. Masyado niyo naman i-take for granted ang pagmamahal na binigay (o binibigay) sa inyo. :) </div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-29425109214689655172014-04-15T09:47:00.000+08:002014-04-15T09:47:59.435+08:00"Look for something positive in each day, even if some days you have to look a little harder."<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Kung babasahin natin yung quote sa taas, at kung iisipin natin, parang ang dali lang di ba? Hahanap ka lang o iisip ka lang ng isang positive thought, positive thing sa buhay mo, tapos okay na. Siguro sa ibang tao, madali nga yon. Pero kasi, hindi mo rin ma-i-a-apply sa lahat yan. Sabi ko nga, pagalingan lang sa pag-dadala yan. Pagalingan sa pag-dadala ng problema. Pero syempre hindi naman lahat magaling. Meron ding hindi marunong mag-dala.<br />
Merong mga tao na sa sobrang galing nila mag-dala, akala mo wala silang problema. Yung kapag nakita mo sila, nakita mo yung mga status nila sa Facebook, yung mga tweets nila sa Twitter, parang wala lang. Sa sobrang positive nila mahahawa ka. Makikita mong tumatawa sila. Makikita mong ang sigla-sigla nila.<br />
Pero sabi nga lahat naman may hangganan.<br />
Minsan, kahit anong galing mo, kahit anong tapang mo, wala pa din. Minsan natatalo ka pa din ng mga iniisip mo. Kahit anong sabi mo sa sarili mo na gusto mo pa din lumaban, na hindi ka susuko, hindi mo magawa. Minsan kasi, tangina, nakakapagod din. Nakakapagod din naman na maging matatag na lang sa lahat ng oras. Minsan iiyak ka na lang talaga. Minsan matatalo ka din.<br />
Kahit anong positive thought ag isipin mo, walang epekto. Para kang unti-unting kinakaen ng mga negative thoughts. Para kang nalulunod, tapos hindi ka marunong lumangoy. Hindi mo kaya pumunta sa ibabaw ng tubig para makahinga ka ulit.<br />
Minsan ma-i-inggit ka na lang talaga sa iba. Kasi parang hindi pa sila nakakaranas ng masakit na experience sa buhay nila. Na parang, itatanong mo na lang sa sarili mo, bakit parang ang unfair naman. Sila masaya, tapos ikaw hindi.<br />
Gustong-gusto mong lumaban, pero pagod ka na. Gusto mo pang sumuntok, pero ubos na yung lakas mo. Gusto mong ipakita na kaya mo pa, pero hindi na talaga. Ayaw mo man sumuko, pero hindi mo na alam kung papano. <br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-74921159550727655402013-09-12T15:07:00.000+08:002013-09-12T15:07:02.141+08:00Sir Ang-isms Part 3<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Nung Lunes, nung nagka-klase kami sa Physics, nag-"overshare" na naman si Sir (at hindi ko alam kung bakit napunta kami sa topic nato) ng life lessons. Sabi niya, ever since nung teenager siya, kapag kakaen sila sa table kasama ang family niya, lagi siyang binabati ng dad niya at sinasabi sa kanya na mag-diet siya dahil ang taba-taba na niya. That went on for a lot of years at thirty plus years old na daw niya nasabi sa daddy niya na masaya siya sa katawan niya.<br />
Wala daw siyang pakielam sa looks. Like, kapag daw oily yung face niya tapos maghihilamos siya ng face sa office niya tapos walang soap at Joy lang andun, yun na din gagamitin niya. Kasi daw, ikaka-gwapo o ikaka-panget pa daw ba niyang lalo kung gagamit pa siya ng mga cheche bureche na facial wash.<br />
Tapos yung nga daw sa pagkaen. Nasa 40s na daw siya, konti na lang daw itatagal niya sa mundo, tapos yun pa bang pagkain na i-e enjoy niya e hindi masarap. Parang, kailangan mag-enjoy ka kasi kung mamamatay ka, at least namatay kang masaya. Ganun.<br />
Yun nga. Ang lesson na natutunan ko ay yun nga, wag tayo masyadong mag-pundar sa looks. Hindi naman doon nakikita ang pagkatao ng isang tao at hindi rin naman yun ang pinaka-mahalaga (unless mag-bu Beauty Queen ka) at maging masaya tayo sa kung ano tayo. Love your bod, ba. Tanggapin mo yung sarili mo kung ano ka. At lagi mong tatandaan na hindi ka pangit, yung ugali ng mga taong nanglalait sayo ang pangit. :-)</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-78788602844560887762013-09-11T19:22:00.001+08:002013-09-11T19:24:29.200+08:00Sir Ang-isms Part 2<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Three months ago, when we were having our second class (I think) on Physics, Sir Ang asked a question. The question was: Is 5 feet tall or short?<br />
Before the start of the class, Sir Ang would collect our IDs and will use them to call someone who would answer the question.<br />
And then he picked my ID! I answered: <i>Sakto lang po.</i><br />
It's just, 5 feet is tall enough if you're a girl but that would be small for a boy.<br />
Setting that aside, let's analyze the quote: The main thing is to keep the main thing the main thing.<br />
Okay... Yep. That's the lesson I learned that day. Sir Ang told me to answer specifically and to keep the main thing the main thing.<br />
He told us that Filipinos tend to stay away from the main question and their answers are mostly far from what the answer should be. Like if you'd ask someone: <i>Kumaen ka na ba? </i>He'll answer: <i>Kanina pa.</i><br />
It's funny, but then it's also the truth. And when you're on the receiving end, it's also annoying.<br />
And from that day forward, I always try to NOT answer "<i>Sakto lang po</i>" or "<i>Okay lang po</i>" when someone asks me a question. Haha!<br />
P.S. I wanted to tease Sir Ang the other day cos when I asked him if he liked the Percy Jackson and the Olympian book series, he answered "<i>Okay lang</i>." Hahahahaha! :p</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-66881117663698371032013-09-09T17:09:00.002+08:002013-09-09T17:11:34.254+08:00Astigmatism<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Are you suffering from astigmatism? If you are, then you'll know how difficult it is to suffer from it especially if you're like a student like me.<br />
During the time when I still have no idea that I have an eye problem, I've been experiencing massive headaches and migraines. I thought what caused those headaches was stress - too much things going on at school, too many requirements to be submitted, etc.<br />
Meanwhile, every time we are copying lectures, it's really a great difficulty to stare at the blackboard/whiteboard and decipher the words written, especially you are 1 meter away (my last name starts with M so my seat is usually placed in the middle of the classroom) from it. My classmates (especially my seatmates) are all forcing me to have an eye check-up, probably because it annoys them to hell that I'm asking every word that's written on the board. So last last week, when Jorenn and I were walking along the shops at Mega Center, we stopped at Ideal Vision and asked if how much an eye check-up is. They said it was free so we had our eyes checked. Before the test was even finished, the consultant already told me that I have astigmatism. And at that time, I don't know what the hell astigmatism is.<br />
When I went home, I told my mom that when she'll buy new eyeglasses (because her vision jumped from 3.75 to 4.50 after three years of not replacing her glasses), I'll come along and get a pair too. So last September 4, we went to Ideal Vision. When the optometrist first tested a pair of lenses for me to use (after scanning my eyes again), it was like a haze was lifted off the earth. Seriously. I never knew that things SHOULD be that clear and all this time, I was looking through a pair of eyes that can only see blurry images.<br />
According to the Internet searches I made, astigmatism is when our vision is all blurry and when we can't focus our eyes on a certain point object.<br />
So after getting my new pair of eyeglasses last Thursday, I felt like singing the Rapunzel theme song, especially the line "and it's like the fog has lifted". Hahahaha!<br />
So if you're experiencing headaches every now and then for no certain reason, go and get your eyes checked! Maybe you also have astigmatism and you can prevent from experiencing dizziness, vertigo, and nausea again. :-)</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-89771270849250053412013-09-09T16:10:00.001+08:002013-09-11T06:46:26.065+08:00Sir Ang-isms<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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My professor in Physics always "overshare", as he calls it, every time we are having our class on Mondays and Thursdays. Mostly, those "overshare" interludes are lessons that he learned in the past, and wants to share with us.<br />
Last Thursday,while we were having a group work, he corrected the answer my classmate gave on a question he asked. My answer was similar to my professor's answer but I don't want to go ahead and correct it, so I asked Jorenn to ask Sir Ang to read my answer and tell if it's correct or not.<br />
Instead of answering the question like most teachers would do, he simply looked at me and told me that I know the answer and correct it myself.<br />
Then came his "overshare" commercial. He told us that in the past, before making any decision, he would consult with his favorite godfather for advice. But years ago, his godfather died and he was left with no one but himself. <br />
He told us that as we grow older, we need to make decisions based on what WE (ourselves) want or need. He told us that we (but he was looking at and referring to me) need to start making decisions for ourselves and that in the long run, our parents (or whoever we go to for advice) will not be there conveniently.</div>
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He smiled again at me and proceeded with the lesson.</div>
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From that day forward, I really make it to a point to make decisions based on what my heart/mind tells me to do (an example is this tablet which I bought spontaneously last week).</div>
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I really love it when Sir Ang shares his knowledge and wisdom with us. Will share more Sir Ang-isms this week! :-)</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-71995792526113658482013-09-07T16:01:00.001+08:002013-09-07T16:01:34.092+08:00Mobile Blogging<div><p dir=ltr>I bought a tab last day so I just thought I'll test how it feels to blog using one. Haha! (This is a test post)</p>
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Pagka-wala nga ng tatay ko naka-move on ako eh, yun pa kayang pagka-wala mo. Hindi ka kawalan.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-68274493935999349652013-08-30T22:06:00.001+08:002013-08-30T22:06:07.328+08:00Can't Think of a Title<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
The thing is, I know myself. I know my faults and my strengths. I know what makes me stronger and yet I also know what my weaknesses are. I know the things that I need to change in myself in order to be a better person but I also know that some things are meant to stay the way that they are because we don't need to change ourselves for others.<br />
When they look at me, I know what they see. I know what they hate in me and I know what they like. During my freshman year in college, when I was still in CLSU, I have this sudden desire to shift courses and apply for the university's Psychology program. Part of it was because I think psychologists are cool, but mostly it was because I know I can be a good one. When people talk to me, I read behind their moods and behaviors and I will have an understanding on what they want me to reply.<br />
For an example, I think that was last week, my classmate joked and told me that we were going to have a surprise defense on our case study. I know that he wanted me to complain or to cry out in surprise or horror. But the stubborn part of myself decided not to give what he wanted. I simply smiled and nodded okay.<br />
I also know what people dislike in me.<br />
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<li>Some people hate me for being too indifferent when it comes to school works. But the thing is, I'm really not that apathetic. It's just, if I was faced a certain problem (school work and projects), I deal with it. I'm not one to complain about reasonable things. If you see me complaining, it's because I know something (deadline and others) is unreasonable.</li>
<li>Some people hate me for being too... open? I don't know the exact word, but it's when I always say what I want to say, no holds barred. If there's one thing I strongly believe in, it's that we're all given voices for a reason. They may hate me for exclaiming profanities one after the other, but I don't care. I don't owe anyone anything and I like being myself and that leads us to...</li>
<li>Some people hate me for being myself. Or is it because they want to be like me? I'm not being boastful or anything, but I know that when someone hates you it's because you have something that they want.</li>
<li>Some people hate me for being too happy. Do you know what real pain is? Do you? Have you ever encountered something so deep in your life that nothing can seem to lift you back up again? I did. When my dad died, some piece of my soul (and my heart) died too. I thought I could never be happy. There were times when I wanted to die too. But happiness is a choice. It was my choice to make and I chose it. I choose to be happy because I don't want to live in constant emotional pain. Petty and nonsense problems just don't get to me anymore. </li>
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I'm happy just the way I am. I may not be the kindest soul on earth nor the most likeable, but that's fine with me. Some people will hate me, some people will not. And as my Facebook cover photo and my Twitter header states, I just don't care if people like me or not anymore. </div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-2720043478360875612013-08-30T20:07:00.000+08:002013-08-30T20:08:24.989+08:00Photo Diary of the Week<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Photos collected from my Twitter that I posted this week!<br />
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Shot! Yesterday at Mama's birthday (08-29-2013) Iphone macro shots never fail to amaze me.<br />
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Sorry na-crop kita banana! :)) (08-29-2013) </div>
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Last Tuesday. When Jorenn brought his DSLR to school for our class shoot :) (08-27-2013) </div>
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My current Facebook profile photo. By Jorenn. (08-27-2013)</div>
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Finally! After months of not having an id (because I lost my current one before the term ended last sem). (08-28-2013)</div>
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Actually, ang kwento niyan, hindi naman talaga kami magpapa-id that day. Nagkataon lang na may dala kaming COR at OR tapos nadaan kami sa AVR tapos konti lang yung tao kaya pumila na din kami. HAHAHAHA</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-12809679040173163422013-08-30T19:47:00.000+08:002013-08-30T19:47:35.845+08:00You have the VOICE and you have the RIGHT<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Sa bawat pagkaen na binibili mo sa mga fast food chains, sa bawat produkto na binibilli mo sa supermarket, sa iba pa, 12% ng kabayaran mo ay napupunta sa tax. Value Added Tax o VAT. Kahit ang limang taon na bumili ng ice cream sa 7-Eleven, 12% sa binayad niya ay napunta sa tax.<br />
And that makes us taxpayers. Taxpayer tayong lahat. Nagbabayad din tayo ng buwis, hindi man kalakihan, pero sa maliit na paraan, nakakapag-bigay pa din tayo ng pera na DAPAT SANA ay maipapamahagi sa mga kababayan nating kapos.<br />
Kaya lang hindi eh. Wala eh. Yung pera sana na ipang-gagawa na lang ng classrooms, na ipambibili ng libro ng mga estudyanteng gustong mag-aral pero walang pambili, pabahay sa mga taong nagkalat sa Manila dahil walang matirhan, pambili ng pagkaen ng mga pulubing walang laman ang tyan.<br />
Sa mga politikong ibinulsa ang pera ng bayan: HINDI BA KAYO NAAAWA? Hindi ba kayo naaawa o nahahabag man lang sa twing may nakikita kayong matanda sa tabi ng kalye na namamalimos, na may sakit pero walang pambiling gamot? PANO KAYO NAKAKATULOG SA GABI? Pano kayo nakakatulog knowing na kung ipinamahagi niyo lang sana yung pera na dapat ay mapunta sa kanila, ibinulsa niyo pa? Masaya ba kayo sa twing nakakabili kayo ng mamahaling kotse kahit na alam niyong pera ng ibang tao at ng mga Pilipinong nagbabayad ng tamang buwis? PUTANGINA NIYONG LAHAT.<br />
Hindi ko sinasabing mabuti akong tao, pero ang sasama niyong lahat. MGA WALA KAYONG KONSENSYA.<br />
Isa pa, eto naman ay para sa mga Pilipinong sinasabihan ng "epal" "papansin" "may masabi lang" "nakikisali" ang mga kapwa nila Pilipinong MAY PAKIELAM SA BANSA: Tangina niyo den. Pinag-aaral kasi kayo ng mga magulang niyo, kung ano-ano inaatupag niyo kaya habang buhay kayong nananatiling bobo. Tandaan niyong lahat: “Indifference and neglect often do much more damage than outright dislike.” ― J.K. Rowling<br />
Mas gugustuhin ko ng malaman ng buong mundo na ayoko kay Napoles at sa mga pulitiko na yan, kesa naman wala akong pakielam sa nangyayari sa sarili kong bayan<br />
Yan ang dahilan kung bakit hindi tayo umuunlad. May mga taong (politicians and lawmakers to be specific) na lagi tayong ginagago pero WALA tayong pakielam. Okay lang satin. WALA tayong reaksyon.<br />
Tandaan niyo: DEMOCRATIC country tayo. TAYO ang boss nila at HINDI sila ang boss natin. Kung may nagawa silang mali, we have all the right in the world to complain.<br />
FILIPINOS UNITE: LET'S PUT A STOP TO IMPUNITY NOW.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-27163411764352877502013-08-27T20:34:00.002+08:002013-08-27T20:34:47.849+08:00Wacky<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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If there's a thing that you guys need to know about me, it's that I tend to have wacky faces in photos. I ALWAYS DO. Some were intentional, some were not. But that's just the real me, you know. Haha! I love my can't-have-a-decent-shot-in-photos self. On that note, I still have to ask Jorenn if he'll still love me for me. Lol. </div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-5754246611277875682013-08-27T18:00:00.002+08:002013-08-27T18:00:45.807+08:00Summer<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I miss summer. Sigh. It's been raining for weeks and I kind of miss the heat. Don't get me wrong, I love this cuddle weather and it makes me want to lounge all day... But I guess, that's the problem. The rain makes me drag my feet and just stare into space... for an entire day. I know I'm a procrastinator, but with this kind of weather? I put the pro in procrastinate.<br />
Okay, so back to my summer post... I miss summer. I miss not having to think of anything but when will the next episode of House M.D. finish downloading or what will be the next book I'm going to read. I hardly watch my favorite series anymore! And last month, I think I've only read a few books. Good thing I've read a bunch of books this August and I'm hoping that I get to read more on September.<br />
The classes are not so bad. School is not so bad at all. But unlike when the weather was still warm and I was always energized to attend my classes, right now I just want to feel the coldness of my pillow and blanket and/or inhale mugs of coffee. Sigh...<br />
But you know what? Every situation has a silver lining!And even though I have a bad case of summer blues, the BER months are coming! And that means that Christmas is also drawing near! Yayyy! <3</div>
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Last week (or was it last last week? I'm too lazy to check the calendar), I finally bought my own guitar! My aunt gave me a late birthday present and I used to buy it.<br />
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It's red! And I was thinking of something red and then I came up with Pepperoni. I was craving for a pizza at that time you know. So yep. I named it Pepperoni, or Pep for short! :)</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-50897397140387400112013-08-24T09:56:00.001+08:002013-08-24T09:56:18.545+08:00Maturity<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
A year ago, kung tatanungin kita kung sino si Tiny at sasabihin mo sakin na isang masipag na estudyante, hindi rin ako maniniwala. Seryoso. Ako sa sarili ko alam kong hindi ako masipag. Kung sasabihin mo sakin na hindi nag- i skip si Tiny, hindi rin ako maniniwala. Tatawanan lang kita.<br />
Pero ngayon? Para kong nabangag sa pader pag iniisip ko kung gano kalaki ang pinagbago ko. Iisipin mo ba na perfect attendance (so far) ako ngayong sem? Na lahat ng requirements ko for midterms nai-pass ko on time? Na wala akong teacher na mediyo tagilid ako? Hindi ko din maiisip yon. Pero totoo.<br />
Siguro nga maturity ang tawag don. Talagang nag-shift yung ayos ng priorities ko sa buhay. Alam ko din na hindi na ko makakakuha ng latin honors, dahil dinrop ako ng nstp 2 ko, pero hindi yun naging dahilan para sabihin kong ayoko na. Na hindi ko na pagbubutihin dahil lang hindi ako makakuha ng recognition sa dulo. Eh ano naman. Basta ang mahalaga sakin, naipapakita ko yung best ko sa lahat ng ginagawa ko.<br />
Yung teacher ko last year, sabi samin ni Jorenn, nagbago na raw kami. Na-gets ko yung sinabi niya, kahit masakit tanggapin nung una. Totoo naman eh. Nung first year kami? Wala atang lilipas na linggo na hindi kami a-absent ni Jorenn. Yung tipong magka-yayaan lang, hindi na agad papasok. Pero ngayon? Ako pa galit pag-nag-aaya sila um-absent. Malaki talaga ang nagbago.<br />
Siguro nga tumanda kasi. 19 na ko. Tangina next year nga hindi na ko teenager eh. Tapos isip bata pa rin ako? Ang panget naman dun diba? Habang buhay na lang bang pa-easy easy sa buhay? Aba'y mag-seryoso naman. Ganun talaga. Hindi pwedeng habangbuhay kang bata at habangbuhay kang maglalaro. Kailangan mo rin tumanda at harapin ang totoong hamon ng buhay.<br />
Next year nga fourth year na yung mga ka-batch ko nung high school. Ga-graduate na sila ng college. Baka nga yung iba nag-i intern na ngayon eh. Parang kailan lang nung grumaduate kami.<br />
Oo medyo naiinis ako sa sarili ko, nanghihinayang sa mga pagkakataong pinalagpas ko, pero wala naman na din akong magagawa. Anjan na yan eh. Ganun talaga. Minsan win-win situation, minsan hindi.<br />
Ayus lang. Dahil sa mga pagkakataong pinalagpas ko, nakakita din ako ng mga pagkakataong mas bagay para sakin. Hindi ko sinasabi na hindi ko minahal ang BS Bio. Dati kapag nakikita ko yung mga ka-batch ko, mga ka-dorm ko sa CLSU, nanghihinayang ako. Pero ngayon? Hindi na. Wala ng bitterness, wala ng regrets. Masaya na ko sa kung nasaan ako ngayon. Oo mediyo late ng isang taon, pero ayos lang. Ganun talaga.<br />
Sa lahat ng mga kapwa estudyante ko na nawala sa landas nung una, na mediyo nalito kung ano ang gusto nila sa buhay pero unti-unting nakita ang tamang daan, gusto ko lang sabihin sa inyo na kahit hindi natin sila kasabay umakyat sa stage, aabot din tayo sa punto na yon at kaya natin to.<br />
Thank you po Lord. Alam kong kayo nag-guide sakin dito. Sa contentment. Sa happiness. Maraming maraming salamat po.<br />
At dahil sa post nato, feel ko ang tanda tanda ko na. HAHAHAHA</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-61840239767489107272013-08-16T18:29:00.000+08:002013-08-16T18:29:03.059+08:00August 16, 2013<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
This day was, in one word: AWESOME. Going to share it to you guys in bullets!<br />
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<li>Okay, so kagabi yung lalamunan ko parang nilalagare ng dahan dahan at soooobrang sakit like nakakaiyak na sakit. Pero dahil si superwoman ako, hindi ako uminom ng kahit na ano o kahit strepsils man. Pag-gising ko nung umaga, wala akong boses. HAHAHAHAHA.</li>
<li>7am, sumakay na kami ng tricycle ni Jorenn papuntang Sumacab. 8am ang klase namin. Ayun. Ubos na naman ang pera namin, napunta lang lahat sa pamasahe. -______-</li>
<li>Anyway, PE namin kaninang umaga! Puneyts, table tennis PE namen!!! Hahahaha. Hindi ako marunong at chaka kaliwete ko kaya pag serve ng kalaban ko, ubligadong backhand agad gamit ko. Tas ayun nga. Edi pag ako naman mag-se serve kaya backhand gagamitin ng kalaban ko kaya minsan di niya natitira kaya kahit pano naka-7 points ako! SHET!!!! Hahahahaha. Mataas na yon! 85 ang equivalent non sa grade at midterm ko yun kaya pwede na!!! =)))))) Edi ayun, goodvibes na ko non. :))))</li>
<li>Tapos nung papauwi, sa iisang jeep lang kami nang sinakyan nung mga blockmates namin. E dapat sa kabila na kami sasakay ni Jorenn, kaya lang pinilit nila kami kaya ayun. Parang inarkila lang namin yung jeep. HAHAHAHA. Tapos picture-picture sa loob nung jeep chaka tawanan lang kami ng tawanan. Ayon. Hahahaha. =)))</li>
<li>After non... Sa school, ayun kumaen ng lunch, tapos nangopya ng assignment sa Philo tapos ayun. Hahahaha. Sila busy na busy mag review para sa "bloody recitation" ni ser tapos ako naka-tengga lang. Tapos nun pala, written recitation na, iiwan pa kami ni ser sa classroom, tapos pwede pa mag-kopyahan! HAHAHAHA. Ayun, kopyahan lang kami. Tawa kami ng tawa kasi di namin alam kung alin sa Venn Diagram na ginawa namin yung ipapass namen. =))</li>
<li>Wala lang, ang saya lang ng araw nato! Fun day with blockmates :)</li>
<li>After Philo, mga 2:45pm yon, naglakad na kami ni Jorenn papuntang palengke tapos... <b>NAKABILI NA KONG NG SARILI KONG GITARA!!! </b>Yeheyyy!!! Sobrang happy ko kasi nabigyan pa ko ng discount tapos ang ganda ng color tapos. Basta! Ang saya ko lang!!! Late birthday gift to myself <3</li>
<li>At syempre...... 16 ngayon which means, monthsary namin ni Jorenn!!! 43th month namen. Nag-punta kaming McDo Sanciangco. Dami naming kinaen hanep! -_- HAHAHAHAHA. Una, nag-rice meal ulit kami. Tapos isang large fries. Eh ayaw pa namin umuwi, sabi ko lipat kami ng upuan dun sa may mga booth. Tapos sabi ni Jorenn um-order pa daw kami. Kaya nag-rice siya ulit tapos nag-spaghetti meal naman ako tapos bumili naman kami ng shake-shake fries. HANEP! HAHAHAHAHAHA. =))))) Bloated na bloated peg ko ngayon!!! =))))</li>
<li>Tapos ayun, bida-bidahan lang kami ni Jorenn nung first months namin. Tapos yung magka-text palang kami. Yun sabi ko sa kanya, hindi naman niya ko niligawan. Hahahaha! :p Tapos yung mga firsts namin. Hahahaha. Wala lang. Mehehehehe. Ang saya ko lang ngayon. =)))</li>
<li>Tapos after non, uwi muna kami dito sa bahay tapos tinuruan niya na ko mag-plucking! First lesson in plucking today! <3 First song learned (plucking): More Than Words!</li>
<li>Diba sabi ko nga, pag kako nagka-gitara na ko, goal ko talaga matuto ng isang kanta per day, kaya nasimulan ko ngayon! :-bd</li>
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THANK YOU PO LORD FOR THIS DAY! <3 </div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-36755371861680440022013-08-07T08:04:00.004+08:002013-08-07T08:04:58.056+08:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I'm thinking of using my tumblr blog I made years ago as my personal diary... watcha guys thenk?</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-1738205889693019982013-08-06T18:41:00.001+08:002013-08-06T18:47:07.752+08:00August 6, 2013<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<li>Pag-gising ko, ang lakas ng ulan. Sabi ko sana walang pasok. Hindi nagka-totoo. Haha!</li>
<li>Birthday ko ngayon. Tumanda na naman ako ng isang taon. Hahaha. Hanep. Ang tanda ko na! Yung mga kaklase ko 1996 pinanganak, hanep talaga! =))</li>
<li>Ayun. May klase man, ayus lang. Kasi nung recitation hindi ako tinawag! Kasi birthday ko daw! Hahaha. Thank you ma'am! Pero mediyo nag-alangan din ako kasi gusto ko din mag-recitation dahil pumasok ako ng alas siyete kahit 12am na ko natulog para lang mag-review. Mehehe. Pero thank you pa din kay ma'am. :)) Happy birthday din kay Jolina na ka-birthday ko! <3</li>
<li>Alam niyo ba kahapon sa P.I. namin nanalo ako ng raffle! Hahaha. Thank you classmates. :)))</li>
<li>Thank you ulit Iyee sa cupcakes!</li>
<li>Huling year ko na pala to na "teen" ako. Fuck.</li>
<li>Tapos naisip ko na e-enjoy-in ko yung huling taon ko na pagiging isang teenager. Ayun. Tae. Hindi ako makapaniwala. Hindi ako mukhang nineteen. AMININ NIYO. Hahahaha. Char.</li>
<li>Ayun... Salamat sa lahat ng mga bumati! Thank you guys! Pero kapag nineteen ka na para di na rin ganong special yung birthday mo. :)) Actually ayoko nga din maging big deal to. Yun parang simpleng araw lang din. Mehehe.</li>
<li>Ayun... Hahahahaha. Thank you ulit sa mga bumati! <3</li>
<li>THANK YOU PO LORD SA 19 YEARS!!! </li>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-52206192256589979292013-08-06T18:34:00.001+08:002013-08-06T18:34:26.954+08:00Sweets!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Thank you to all the people who greeted me a happy birthday! It feels weird to be 19. Hehe.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18209043259933337019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4424653486938055196.post-18407451020025590672013-07-31T18:28:00.001+08:002013-07-31T18:28:45.900+08:00Edukasyon Ang Solusyon<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Nung isang araw kasi naisip ko kasi yung sa pagpapaaral ng isang mahirap na pamilya sa high school.<br />
Sabihin na natin na sa isang pamilyang Pilipino na mahirap, 3 hanggang 5 ang anak nito. At sabihin na natin na lahat ng ito high school na.<br />Kapag nag-enroll ka sa isang high school na pampubliko sabihin na natin na ang pinaka-maliit na binabayaran para makapasok ka ay 500.<br />500. Sa isang pamilya na lima ang anak, kapag in-enroll niya ang mga anak niya, kailangan niya ng 2500.<br />Sa isang taong mahirap na wala pang limang libo ang sweldo kada buwan, sa tingin niyo ba gugustuhin niya pang i-enroll ang mga anak niya?<br />
Osige, sabihin na natin na dalawa sa mga anak niya in-enroll niya. 1000.<br />
Pasukan. Baon. Pamasahe na nga lang eh, kahit wala nang pangkain. Sabihin na nating 30. Kung sobrang hirap maglalakad pa.<br />
Okay na diba? Dalawang bata na ang bumawas sa mga out-of-school ng Pilipinas. Ayos.<br />
Pumasok na sa eskwela. Sampo ang subject.<br />
Ang isa sa mga nagpa-pintig ng tenga ko ay, sampong subject na yon ay may libro na dapat bilhin.<br />
Pwede naman daw palang hindi bumili, sabi ni ma'am. Kaya lang daw, wala ka lang project. Ayos. Blackmailing at its best noh. May choice pero wala naman talaga dahil lahat naman ng estudyante gusto pumasa. Illusion lang pala yung "choice" na binibigay sa mga estudyante.<br />
O sabihin na natin na 100 kada libro. Edi 1000 na yon. Joke pa yang 100 dahil wala nang 100 na libro ngayon. Kung lima anak mo edi kailangan mo ng 5000 para sa libro at 2500 para sa enrollment fee. Wala pang sapatos at notebook at papel at ballpen yan. At wala pang baon yan. Dahil naglalakad na lang nga diba? Kahit na 90% ng school year e tag-ulan.<br />
Kahit nga yung taong matino ang trabaho gigipitin pa din. Yung mga 8000 ang sweldo kada buwan? Kapos pa din. Dahil hindi lang naman yan ang binabayaran ng isang pamilya. Anjan pa ang kuryente, tubig, at pagkain.<br />
Ano ba ang punto ko? Sana naman mag-malasakit kayo sa mga mahihirap. Sana wala nang enrollment fee sa mga pampublikong paaralan. NAPAKALAKI NG PORK BARREL AT PONDO NG PILIPINAS. Saan na pupunta? Sa mga daan na matino tapos sinisira tapos ipapagawa ulit? Sa mga sasakyan ng mga mambabatas? Sa mga sweldo nila?<br />
Bigyan naman sana ng gobyerno ng sapat na atensyon ang edukasyon ng mga kabataan! Nakaka-alarma na ang dami ng out-of-school youth ng Pilipinas. Nakakaiyak na.<br />
Yung iba dahil wala sila sa paaralan, kung ano-ano na ang ginagawa nila. Nag-ra rugby, nag-i snatcher, naghihingi sa daan. mga pulubi. HINDI BA KAYO NAAAWA?! Na ganon ang kalagayan ng mga kabataan na dapat ay nag-aaral sa paaralan at natututo at nag-sasaya?<br />Yan kasi ang problema sa mga mambababatas eh. Sinasabi lang nila na may malasakit sila sa mga mahihirap pero wala naman talaga.<br />
Ang gusto niyo kasi habangbuhay silang mga mangmang. Gusto niyo habangbuhay niyo sila kayang i-under. Habangbuhay niyong binibili ang mga boto nila at inuuto para maluklok parin kayo sa mga pwesto niyo.<br />
Edukasyon na lang ang tanging maitutulong niyo sa kanila, hindi niyo ba maibigay. Kung bibigyan niyo sila ng pundasyon para maitigil ang pagtulong niyo sa kanila, bakit di niyo gawin?<br />
Kung ganyan kayo, habangbuhay lang din ganito ang Pinas. Kailan pa tayo aahon? </div>
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